Confessions of a New Momma
I guess its normal to feel completely overwhelmed with a newborn. My daughter Sammy is 3 months old now and I have to say I'm still not sure whether I have this mommy thing down. I'm learning everyday and I suppose I will be for the rest of her life. I absolutely ADORE my baby and I love her to death. I work full time and I have to say I actually enjoy the break while I'm at work. I am blessed because my grandma keeps her during the day so I know she is well taken care of. However I feel guilty about enjoying having a break from her during the day. But then I think.....I also miss her terribly and the anticipation to get home to her builds during the day. I am not only getting a break from her but also the overwhelming feeling I get from taking care of her sometimes. I think this is good. I have a chance to revaluate, calm down, and get back to being the loving non overwhelmed frustrated momma. I'm excited to watch her grow up and I pledge to be the best mommy I can learning along the way. Peace. Love. Pink!
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